1. new fandoms
★ EPIK HIGH
reason for getting into the fandom: EUNHYUK
thoughts before and after becoming a fan: i used to think tablo was ugly but now i want to rape him. and his mind.
thoughts on the group: genius. genius lyrics. genius music. just genius. and now i regret not going to see them when they came to new york. fuck me.
thoughts on the members: tablo, mithra and tukutz are three of the most hilarious people on earth. and i think i want to get wasted with them. or you know, spend a nice quiet afternoon with them, just baking cookies and watching murder she wrote reruns. idek.
(now onto the minor leagues, AKA groups i don't love yet but have high potential)
★ SNSD
reason for getting into the fandom: my sister's boyfriend is a HUUUUGE fan. also, i find it amusing how every one in suju and shinee (okay, everyone in korea) knows the choreography to their songs so i was curious.
thoughts before and after becoming a fan: i used to find them annoying. i still do. but with love in my heart now.
thoughts on the group: why do they have such looooong legs? also, i heard they're getting a new choreographer for their sexy new album. this is gonna be exciting. i want whore!SNSD and i want it now!
thoughts on the members: i only know sooyoung (sungmin-sooyoung is my het OTP), sunny (from the cooking? cooking! video), yoona (from the U video), yuri (from Attack on the Pin-up Boys), jessica the slut, and tiffany with the big eyes. the rest are just blah.
★ 2PM
reason for getting into the fandom: ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
goldengutgirl thoughts before and after becoming a fan: i didn't want to like 2PM because i already love too many boys. resistance was futile.
thoughts on the group: they look like action figures. also, again and again is stuck in my head. i sing it again and again. hahaha. i'm so clever.
thoughts on the members: i only know nichkhun. then there's one member with bangs. then all the rest have identical haircuts like guile from street fighter. do they expect me to be able to tell them apart by the patterns they have shaved onto the sides of their heads? TO ME THERE'S NO DIFFERENCE.
if you can point me to snsd or 2pm pimp posts so i could learn to love everybody (and learn their names), by all means do so. i need help. thank you very much.
2. new friends!
hello to
queenbratinella ,
heesica ,
micodeavi ,
papyong ,
vaguebelle ,
conflate ,
theprerogative , and
psychul !!!! new friends!!! yay!!!
3. new layout
finally. after ten years of saying i needed a new layout, i finally went and made (read: mixed and matched codes from several different layouts which i stole from
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
estiloamor ) one. i chose that picture for the header because my love for the Sorry, Sorry Version B photoshoot will never fade. and i made that sapphire blue baloon from scratch so well done, me. ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-check it out!
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
jumper_on jumper_on jumper_on jumper_on jumper_on jumper_on jumper_on 4. new icons
still working on them hahaha but yeah. otanoshimi!
long reply is long
first off, *huuuuuuuugs you* because we are exactly the same in how we love and because that's exactly what i would do if i were in the philippines. not just to comfort you but to comfort myself as well. i totally understand what you said about wanting to reach out to them but not being able to and about being basically alone, despite there being other fans to talk to about this. so imagine what it feels like NOT to have other people to talk to. it sucks being so far away from friends, especially friends who know and understand what the fuck i'm being all mopey about. you're all i've got ayisse. and i miss you. :(
so i've been having drunken philosophical discussions with myself (because i'm pathetic like that and we have beer at home) and it hurts my brain to think about this issue and all its implications. and i'm just a fan. i can't imagine how this issue is affecting everyone in suju. OMG EXPECIALLY EETEUK. my heart breaks for that boy. i wouldn't be surprised if the next super junior issue would be about him being addicted to antidepressants or something.
if kibum HAS decided that he wants out and they're only waiting for the right time to reveal it (to the rest of the group?) to the public, it must be difficult for the people who know about it (i.e. kibum and probably eeteuk) because they're keeping things from everyone. they have to live with themselves knowing that they're not being completely honest with everyone. the truth fucking hurts and the fact that they have to keep that truth to themselves must hurt even harder.
i think that whatever happens to kibum, even if he decides (or if SM decides for him) to leave the group, i don't think it would affect the friendships he's formed with super junior. sure they'd probably be angry or sad at first but at the end of the day, kibum is FAMILY and they love him and want for him to pursue his dreams, just as they are pursuing theirs, whether it's with super junior or not.
i don't understand why all these so-called fans have to bash kibum for this. i mean he's probably having a hard enough time without all the hate being thrown his way from millions of people he doesn't even know. it's like that whole "only 13" craziness, only this time instead of fans hating on SM for wanting to add members, they're hating on a member for not being around (or for wanting to be taken out?), forcing the group to NOT be exactly 13. it's insane. it's just a fucking number.
sure it would be sad if kibum leaves. i mean. it's kibum. leaving super junior. okay i don't know what i was supposed to say after this. omg it would be so fucking sad.
oh right. i'll support him no matter what. *cries*
*reposts this in my journal*
*cries some more* ayiiiiiiisse... :'(