jumper_on: (emo boy eita)
i have a lot of feelings about the whole jaebum controversy. i am saddened. confused. appalled. but mostly, i am grateful. in the way that people are grateful when something that had any amount of an impact on their life (an event, a person, a korean boy band) is suddenly over. i'm not saying that 2pm is over but in some way it is, at least 2pm as we knew it with jaebum as leader. but despite all of that, i still have this huge hope in my chest that he'd come back. and if when that happens, a lot of people would support him and lend him strength and give him love. and i don't think jaebum knows that so i wanted to tell him. even if it is just through a tiny piece of paper that may or may not reach him. so today, my sister and i braved the rain and went to 31st street to do just that.

EDIT: eunhyuk's cyworld entry about jaebum made me cry. i love that kid sfm. :(

EDIT EDIT: i just realized that my eita icon from long ago is surprisingly appropriate. it says "sad" and it's got tiny little squares on it that look like post-its. it's a conspiracy. :(

jumper_on: (GD okay?)
i was feeling kinda down today. just because. you know, general sadness at life and being sooo far away from home and boring stuff like that. so i went on facebook and saw that my best friend ram from back home was online on facebook chat and i decided to assault him with kpop videos. just to cheer myself up, you know? nothing lifts my spirits up like pimping korean boybands to unsuspecting victims. he already knows SNSD because i pimped them to him a while back cause i knew he would get a kick (see what i did there?) out of the choreography of Genie. he's in love with yuri now, but what boy isn't? anyway, i never wanted to show him the boybands because, you know, he'd probably laugh at them for being gay or being fake musicians or whatever. but as i was sad today and i wanted to flail about boys, i linked him to sorry, sorry and mirotic and a bunch of other videos. surprisingly, he came out of it with a profound appreciation for hyukjae's spanish matador outfit and a man-crush on jaejoong. my best friend ram! who's the most un-gay person there is. ram who is in bands that play "real music." ram who is a fratboy and chain smokes lucky strikes. has a man-crush. on fucking jaejoong. it just cheered me right up. and i didn't even tell him i was sad. WHY ARE BEST FRIENDS LIKE THIS?

anyway, the real point of this post is, it's GD's birthday today okay? he's fabulous and gangsta and a dragon and his new album is hot shit and his new mv is even hotter shit so you betta recognize.


jumper_on: (glasses hae)

specific discussion points:
1. eeteuk
2. donghae



jumper_on: (matsuken loves candy)
1. i just trudged through 480 BACK ENTRIES on my flist. and i started 8 HOURS AGO. i will never ignore lj for a whole week because i wanna focus on schoolwork ever again.

2. i had to go to chelsea today for an assignment and i swear this school goes out of its way to annoy me. because it was raining. and the building i had to go to was seven million blocks from the subway station. and just. i don't like getting my sneakers wet. so anyway i went and on the way i pass by this tiny little movie house in the middle of fuck knows where and i see this:

and suddenly it wasn't so bad anymore. i know it's an old movie but just seeing him suddenly out in the middle of nowhere when i was having such a crapfest of a day made me squeal and take fangirl cellphone pics of a poster i've seen a gajmillion times before. idek. speaking of L..

3. i haven't seen a single episode of zenigaba and that makes me a very bad fan. but i did see "don't laugh at my romance" and that movie pretty much confirmed the suspicions i've been having this past week: i think i'm in love with matsuyama kenichi (i mean i loved him before this but that was more of an "i think you're a good actor and i love your work" type of love and now it's more of the "i wanna have your babies" variety) and i'm 87% sure that it had to do with the fact that kyuhyun reminds me so much of him. speaking of kyuhyun..

4. I NOW HAVE MY SUJU TOP 5!!! here they are in no particular order. kind of.

KYUHYUN - i explained this already.
DONGHAE - for the hip thrusts. oh and because he's an orphan. and i am strangely attracted to boys i kinda feel sorry for and thus want to take care of.
HANGENG - becuase i loved him in the sorry, sorry video. with his shades. and his undone bowtie that dangles when he dances, just begging to be taken off. along with the rest of his clothes. oh and because he can't speak very good korean and that just make me go "awwwwww."

and i saved these two for last because i think they're my top 2 now:

EETEUK - because i am a sucker for dimples and his is just too cute. and his high-pitched laugh is crazy. and he's a goofball leader. and yeah just all-around awesome.
EUNHYUK - because he's the best dancer of the bunch. and he's hilarious. and he has PIMPTASTIC HAIR.

and i've been watching these two on sukira and they're insane. AND I LOVE THEIR SORRY, SORRY SPANISH MATADOR OUTFITS LIKE KYUHYUN LOVES JUMONG. WAY WAY TOO MUCH.

5. i also found out that i have SIWOPHOBIA: the irrational fear of siwon. i don't know man. he just scares me. maybe it's cause i'm a bad christian and i'm afraid he won't approve. maybe it's cause of his eyebrows. maybe it's cause he reminds me of that evil korean bad guy in that james bond film with the light blue eyes and the diamonds embedded in his face. i'm just really scared of him. my sister tried to cure me by showing me videos of adorable!siwon but i thought they were just creepy. i think i need professional help.

6. dbsk's paradise is such a makeout song. every time i hear it, i suddenly wish i was making out with someone. anyone. preferably an asian boy. oh! oh! and because of this, i am now determined to bag myself one of those. and everytime i pass by the smoking area in school where all the cute korean boys hang out with their brahs, i sing whatever song is playing in my ipod at that exact moment (which these days is just suju and dbsk) at the top of my lungs in the hopes that they would talk to me. because they'll think i know their language. or something.

7. i'm starting to feel guilty for neglecting arashi.


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