you are my star

so i survived the first week back from spring break. i was behind in four out of my seven classes becuase i was slacking off during spring break instead of doing homework. but i'm caught up now i think. because my cramming powers are superb.

here are the three things that made me spazz this week:

number 1:

SOOOOO BEAST! they won. and they cried. it was gloooorious.

number 2:

AFTER SCHOOL UP! so i kind of have a thing for this group. for quite some time now actually. it started with amoled. and it's been growing steadily since then. but today, man, i realized that i think i love them. they have stolen my heart because they did the drum line. AND I LOVE GOOD PERCUSSIONS OKAY?? plus their comeback performance was stunning perfect flawless etc etc. everyone looked gorgeous. i liked that they all have brown/black hair now. they danced awesomely. their costumes were hot. i loved everything.

number 3:

THIS BOY.



guuuuh. i didn't really care that much for jonghyun before hello baby. but watching that show actually made him more likable for me. i could go all crazy meta on this shit but i think i'm gonna spare you. basically, i really really really like him now. like insanely.

and look at that fucking beautiful hair. with that trademark smirk. it's doing things to me.

i mean, i really loved his ring ding dong blondeness. that hair was a work of fucking art, you guys. with its flippiness and its gradients. it was amaaaazing. but there's something about ~new~ hairstyles that always makes me spazz. and come on, look at that face. he knows, man. he knows.

oh the adjectives i've used in this post. fandom has made me more eloquent methinks.

so the novelty of a sexy black-haired Key has worn off. but that whole "i wanna do key" phase did leave me somehow loving his voice and now he is number two on my favorite shinee boy list. he used to be number five because he was gay old key with blonde hair. and recently, despite his new-found pimp-ness and masculinity, he has still been acting like gay old key and it's just one big mindfuck to me. and so.

THE NUMBER 1 SPOT IS ONCE AGAIN OWNED BY LEE MOTHERFLIPPING JINKI.

his voice is still one of my favorite voices in the entire world ever and his solo is just ADOOOOOOORE. everything he did on shim shim tapa was painfully cute. basically he's just all around perfect and we already know that.

BUT DID EVERYONE SEE HOW GORGE HE LOOKED ON MUCORE TODAY??? with his black cutoff gloves, black leather jacket, AND SKINTIGHT SILVER PANTS???

this boy.

but key slapping the floor at one point in the performance was him telling me that if he was gonna be dislodged from the top by onew, then by god he was gonna be a close close second. i loved that.

and now i'm off to spend my entire day with the boy i like. teehee.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY!!!

a message to the stylist for arashi's utaban performance:

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR NINO'S PANTS.

we all know what rating my dreams are gonna be tonight.

ALSKDFHGJSLADJFHASLDJF:SDLF

must organize thoughts.

therefore.

number 1:

ONE LOVE PERF ON MUSIC STATION.

NINO I LOVE YOU. WHY SO CUTE? LOOKING STRAIGHT AT ME. WITH THOSE EYES.

i therefore conclude that you read my entry about the ONE LOVE PV, took all the valuable pointers you could get and applied them effectively.

ILUSM.

number two:

i'm sure everyone has heard about ohmiya coming out of the closet. this got me really depressed because

a. that means nino is taken (so there goes my chances of marrying him)

b. that means nino likes boys (so there goes my chances of marrying him)

i'm just really sad because i had this grand plan of moving to japan in 3 years and working at JE and kidnapping nino. what am i gonna do with my life now? T_T

number three:

now even ohno is talking about "that perfect lips to lips KISS." IN HIS BLOG.

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i guess i'm just gonna have to be happy for them huh? at least there's still aiba.

EDIT: (roughly 12 hours later)

number fucking four:

i just saw a GIMMICK GAME FANCAM. and holy fuck i don't care if nino IS gay. i still WANT to do him. ALD:FGJADLFK:GJSDFL:KGHA:DKFJHGS:ADKFJGALDFKJGA

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