you are my star

it is 1:30 am. another exhausting day in my last week this semester. i've been playing super junior's neorago for the past few nights before going to bed because i just love the song and it calms my nerves and helps me sleep. i was about to sleep tonight so i went on youtube to play the song again.

and i saw the video.

i am honestly crying right now. and it's probably a mixture of stress and panic and then seeing the boys after so long and just. i love super junior. every single one of them. this is one of the most heartbreakingly beautiful videos i've ever seen. i don't know. i'm just crying.

i'm sorry. i'm mush right now.

also, sorry f-list if i haven't been replying to your entries. i've been a zombie the past week because school has killed me many times over and somehow i'm still walking and turning out crap projects for my classes. i have over a thousand back entries on my friends page waiting for me and i can't get to all that till next monday. i love you all.

p.s.
proper flail post about the neorago video to follow. all that angst. i just looooove it. but in the meantime, why did everyone get so hot? kibum's there. kangin's thinner. love sung min's hair. siwon is damn fine. heechul looks like a man (and a handsome one at that) hyukjae is fabulous. shindong is adorable. eeteuk is fierce. hangeng is sexy. ryeowook makes me want to take him home and cook him dinner and never hurt him ever. yesung is sooo hot. donghae should stop touching his lips all the time because it's distracting. AND KYUHYUN, YOU HAVE MY HEART  ♥