behold my mad photoshop skillzzzzz

a couple of days ago, i read the saddest, most beautiful suju fic ever. it's eunhae and it's sexy and awkward and just so real. and it broke my heart and i now want to marry the person who wrote it (i think the author is a boy wtf that's so cute hahaha). not because he made me cry but because nothing wins my heart like amazing writing. and witty dialogue. and perfectly-wrtitten descriptions that leave vivid mental images that will fuel my fantasies for weeks to come. one such image was so powerful that i spent almost all my free time the past couple of days going through my photos of donghae and playing with photoshop so that i have an actual picture to look at when i daydream. under the cut because it looks ridiculous there might be kids on my f-list.

( By the time he turns around at the bedroom door, he is wearing nothing but a tiny silver cross around his neck and a pair of black boxer briefs. )

i think i might give this to the author as a token of my appreciation. shit why am i so nervous hahaha.