okay so SNSD
's hot new song and video are out. SUPER GENERATION
was good. SO NYON SHI DAE
(boy's generation) and mubank was even better. these are the moments when i'm so happy i'm in this fandom. but as much joy as glorious performances like these bring me, this fandom is also going to be responsible for my first heart attack.
this week has been insane. the real world is STRESSFUL
enough as it is, with important people dying left and right (RIP farah fawcett and michael jackson), and north korea threatening to wipe my neighborhood off the map. but then fandom decides to make things worse. the whole SUPER JUNIOR SITUATION
is a source of constant worry. i mean leg injuries, depression, the possibility of someone leaving the band, the possibility of the entire band breaking up, future military service, and just the uncertainty of wtf is gonna happen to them is driving me nuts. and then SUNGMIN
gets a freakin' knee injury, which he needed STITCHES
for (poor baby) and he didn't have to be on mubank but he decided to go anyway because he really wanted to perform. so he did, and he was SINGING
through the pain, dammit. gah he's such a SWEETHEART.
and then SHINEE
decides to contribute to my steadily increasing blood pressure, in the form of GIANT METAL LIGHTING FIXTURES wanting to eat onew. but then SIWON
(with backup from kyuhyun and you know, GOD) caught the damn thing before it could crush my beloved ondubu, so another coronary averted.
i swear this fandom is gonna be the death of me.
so now i shall cheer myself up with the cutest thing i saw all week and hopefully it would be enough to get me through another week in KPOP: THE DEADLIEST FANDOM EVER.
teeheehee isn't SUNNY the cutest thing ever? (and yes i now have an snsd icon) another thing that could cheer me up is the sight of SOOYOUNG's legs. no wait, i think that falls under the "things that could cause premature death" category. anyway, i love SUNNY and SOOYOUNG. they're my favorite SNSD members. especially because they were both SUNGMIN'S SIDEKICKS in chunji. SUNGMIN/SOOYOUNG has always been my het otp in kpop because i loved that SOOYOUNG was never cutesy around SUNGMIN the way SUNNY is. but now, especially after watching music travel lalala, i'm liking the whole SUNGMIN/SUNNY "we're cuter than all your otp's combined" dynamic. i'm also beginning to like the idea of SUNGMIN/SOOYOUNG/SUNNY because i'm perverted like that. now if only i knew where to find fic...