jumper_on: (glasses hae)
happy birthday kibum!

but more importantly,


WHY IS DONGHAE THE MOST PRECIOUS BOY IN THE UNIVERSE



I CRIED.

TT__________TT

(oh my kihae-loving heart
)
 

jumper_on: (emo boy eita)
(this is a repost of my reply to [livejournal.com profile] goldengutgirl 's insightful and heartfelt post about kibum over here. i've had a couple beers so forgive the rambling this is incoherent because i was replying to important points ayisse has made in her post and would you look at that i just linked her post twice what the fuck)

long reply is long
first off, *huuuuuuuugs you* because we are exactly the same in how we love and because that's exactly what i would do if i were in the philippines. not just to comfort you but to comfort myself as well. i totally understand what you said about wanting to reach out to them but not being able to and about being basically alone, despite there being other fans to talk to about this. so imagine what it feels like NOT to have other people to talk to. it sucks being so far away from friends, especially friends who know and understand what the fuck i'm being all mopey about. you're all i've got ayisse. and i miss you. :(

so i've been having drunken philosophical discussions with myself (because i'm pathetic like that and we have beer at home) and it hurts my brain to think about this issue and all its implications. and i'm just a fan. i can't imagine how this issue is affecting everyone in suju. OMG EXPECIALLY EETEUK. my heart breaks for that boy. i wouldn't be surprised if the next super junior issue would be about him being addicted to antidepressants or something.

if kibum HAS decided that he wants out and they're only waiting for the right time to reveal it (to the rest of the group?) to the public, it must be difficult for the people who know about it (i.e. kibum and probably eeteuk) because they're keeping things from everyone. they have to live with themselves knowing that they're not being completely honest with everyone. the truth fucking hurts and the fact that they have to keep that truth to themselves must hurt even harder.

i think that whatever happens to kibum, even if he decides (or if SM decides for him) to leave the group, i don't think it would affect the friendships he's formed with super junior. sure they'd probably be angry or sad at first but at the end of the day, kibum is FAMILY and they love him and want for him to pursue his dreams, just as they are pursuing theirs, whether it's with super junior or not.

i don't understand why all these so-called fans have to bash kibum for this. i mean he's probably having a hard enough time without all the hate being thrown his way from millions of people he doesn't even know. it's like that whole "only 13" craziness, only this time instead of fans hating on SM for wanting to add members, they're hating on a member for not being around (or for wanting to be taken out?), forcing the group to NOT be exactly 13. it's insane. it's just a fucking number.

sure it would be sad if kibum leaves. i mean. it's kibum. leaving super junior. okay i don't know what i was supposed to say after this. omg it would be so fucking sad.

oh right. i'll support him no matter what. *cries*

*reposts this in my journal*

*cries some more* ayiiiiiiisse... :'(

omg did i tell you how i've been depressed about super junior even before this whole kibum not being in super show 2 issue came out because of eeteuk and how he's getting old and he'd have to go be in the army in two years, and how for 7 or 8 years after that super junior won't be complete because all the other members would have to serve their 2 years in the army too so there's a fucking monumental probability that suju would break up in the next couple years? it saddens the fuck out of me. :'(

jumper_on: (glasses hae)
DONGHAE WAS SPORTING KIBUM'S SUPER SHOW II HAIRSTYLE ON YESTERDAY'S MUSIC CORE.





YES, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

KIHAE IS REAL.

+1 more because the boy is cute )


EDIT: Donghae had the same hair today on Inkigayo. and the very first commercial they showed when inkigayo finished was Kibum's "we live in oz" cf. awwww.


In other news, Goodbye Stages make me sad. :(



jumper_on: (for dream)
1. ARASHI
crazy moon on utaban
nino and ohno winning awards
quiz show

2. SUPER JUNIOR
dong hae. elle korea. previous post.
kibum finally showing his mug
watching them on Come to Play and Intimate Note. HEESICA wtf hahahahahahahahahahaha.
news about the REPACKAGED ALBUM this is gonna be so awesome
SORRY, SORRY REMIX ON INKIGAYO OMG THEY CHANGED SOME OF THE CHOREOGRAPHY AND THEY ENHANCED AND ADDED LITTLE BITS HERE AND THERE AND I LOVE IT AND I AM SUCH A SUCKER FOR THESE KINDS OF THINGS AND I WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF HYUKJAE'S FABULOUS OUTFIT AND WHY IS THAT THE LAST PERFORMANCE OF SORRY, SORRY EVER I THINK I'M GONNA CRY BUT YAY FOR THE NEW SONG NEXT WEEK!!!

3. BIG BANG
watching ancient big bang videos and interviews with my sister this weekend
that LOTTE video with REAL CLOSE UP SHOTS OF TOP LOOKING CUTE WHILE PIMPING THAT LITTLE RED BOX AND FIXING HIS HAIR AND JUST LOOKING MIGHTY FINE IN THAT SUIT AND BEING ALL FIERCE WITH G DRAGON
in other news, G DRAGON has taken over my heart and it's been going on for the past couple of weeks and really it deserves its own post but something like that will take me a lot of time which is something i don't have these days. but yeah. I AM IN LOVE WITH THAT BOY. HORRENDOUS HAIR INCLUDED.

4. NEW FRIENDS! HELLO [livejournal.com profile] gwiboon and [livejournal.com profile] aokiyai !!!

5. actually getting homework done. and me liking what i've done. and one of my teachers calling me clever. teehee. two weeks to go and i'm done with this semester! after that is two glorious whole months of fandom immersion. i'm so excited!!!



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